I Never truly learned to read or write music notes. ๐ต I should have tried harder, but music to me looked more like this and felt more free ๐ธ. I started getting sweaty and anxious and unnerved when it came to the structure of it all. Funny how that has transcended throughout my life. Acknowledging there must be rules and then being too consumed with the creation of an idea to remember them or study them or care enough. Every day I am glad I was brave enough to trust myself to carve out a reasonable set of my own rules.